I remember how hard breastfeeding was for the first few weeks. Every session was a struggle. I dreaded it every time. I wanted to give up and switch to formula. I winced and sobbed through the pain, I put on Netflix to distract myself, we went to breastfeeding clinics to have the experts fine-tune my positioning only to screw it up at home because he was so squirmy and fussy. We’re more than 7 months in now and while sometimes he still fusses and squirms, it is so much better now. It does get easier.